okiez. today is really a family miracles day for me. i dunno wat to say but thank you Jesus, thank you Father!
daddy came over again after our short meeting at ma's parents place. he spoke to Yi about many issues. to me, he suddenly said, hey, go and check out which is the labtop you want, i'll buy it for you. and to me i'm totally amazed and is like a miracle. dad never gave me money for anything else besides the daily allowance since back then till tis year when he blessed me with a hp when mine fell into e toilet bowl.
i'm juz taken aback at how different a man my dad is now compared to juz a few years back.
i'll never forget the day dat daddy stepped into expo hall 8 with me last yr during christmas. it was the very first time dat i took that very step of faith to have invited him. although he didnt get saved but yet i still want to thank God for that day.
i saw how my dad who always seemed so aloof became a father to me. the very day he hugged me on a sunday this year to tell me, hey, all the things that has happened is not your fault, i will take care of it. this when i was in an all-time low in my emotion, thoughts and burdened with e promo stress and my commitments.
and today, i saw the side of him that led by example. although my grandpa eyes cld no longer see, but i believed that my daddy's appearance made a difference to his day. to me, i always wondered how come i never saw daddy at my grandparents before but yet, there is so much change in him. he became someone dearer to my heart, someone whom i now know i can trust in now to work things out. i thank God for my father who became a father. indeed He is the best encourager and Father that anyone could have in the whole world. all that had happened today left me so blessed and at loss of what to say. it made all my heartaches and everything else seemed so insignificant to how things are now.
dad is leaving for taiwan tmr for a week or so. this is also the first time that i heard him gg overseas. i wished him bon voyage and told him
wo ai ni. tears flowed down my eyes as i meant every word that i said. it was never quite a thing between me and daddy for me to say sth like that. but i thank God for yday's sermon where i made the decision to tell daddy i love him and appreciate him for it. thank you Jesus!
indeed i am now even more assured that whatever bad things that has had happened, God is able to take it and turn things around, taking it into a whole new level that it has never been before. today, ting cld talk to me without shouting at me after i spoke a few words. believing for more breakthrus to come!
and we say thanks thank thanks Jesus...
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