once again i juz feel so 'thought-ful'. even as we are going through the marriage seminar there is so many things that applies to singles like me. there has suddenly been much talk abt the issue of marriage bwt my mum and friends. what is love etc. but i shall just put it on hold for now.
yday sermon was awesome. the practicality part was in writing love letters but of course that was not all that it was at. i personally learnt how to fight fair with my family members. making sure dat at the end it'll be a win-win and nvr a lose-lose situation, coz a win-lose situation is just an ideal, which deviates even further from reality den an idea. ideas are basically a collection of impressions, which are your experiences. *ki in action*
anyway decided it'll be confrontation time for myself with me and myself. need to be in touch with reality and how things really are in order for me to distinctly move on to all that i am supposed to be. and as i was mentioning to a friend abt me writing the letter, he made a contribution of a list of helping words for me that i must include, here it goes:
lovely, joyous, helpful, giving, smiling, thankful, trusting, faithful, fun, patient, longsuffering, gentle, feminine, lady-like, smart, intelligent, radiant, strong, steadfast, trustworthy, stable, great attitude, loveable, pretty, happy.
it really speaks into how one is at. and it really brought edification to me. as hardy was juz sharing with randolph in e cab yday how our words frame our life, i was also blessed by it. we need to continually learn to speak positively in otr life and constantly remind ourselves of it. indeed in the tongue lies the power of life and death. with friends like kay, yz constantly speaking into my life like dat, how can i ever say dat i'm not blessed?
was juz feeling very discouraged and fearful of the up and coming promos of how i will fare yday. i'll need more den a passing grade for all my subjects for me to be able to pass overall. somehow as i shared with Ping and prayed about it, it no longer seems to have a hold on me anymore. Perfect love casts out all fear. it is only when we all learn to face our fears and confront it den it will no longer to be able to hold unto us and we are then released to do what we are to do. it is never in God for us to be hindered by fear but to move on despite our fears. that's courage! even tho negative thoughts might still hit at times, but to be positive is definitely a choice. never victimized yourself when God has already empowered you to succeed in EVERYTHING. step out and into what you are to do! you are awesome.
had an awesome day today. studied quite a bit today. and i got 6 out of 8 qn correct while i did my online server quiz. Praise the Lord! b4 this, i cannot even do one. so thank God dat i'm making progress. studied with Xuan frm late afternn on. was pretty fun with her and had a good time of fellowship as well. all smiles. sweet. but anyway, she is really 'wow'. i am motivated to be like her in my area of studies, that level of discipline. she slept max 3 hrs per day for 4 days of studying. but i dun think i will got to dat extent bahz. muz take good care of my body as well. still got things needa do even as i go thru 3 weeks of promos. and really, time and everything doesn't stop ard you while you are gg thru exams. =p children's day is coming! i miss my kids loads, esp Sharon. she is indeed such a dear. my kids are one of the most awesome bunch ypu've ever seen around. i'll talk abt them anytime if anyone asks me about it. they juz teach you to love so unconditionally at all times.
oh. got another tuition job offer today. (anyone wants to teach kids in kindergarden?) really thank God for favour with my kid's auntie. she's been hard recommending me to everyone she knows dat needs tuition. in a span of 4 weeks, i've received 4 offers but i only took one. i really thank God for grace n wisdom in me being able to teach the kids dat i have. to me, it is just amazing how i can be a blessing to Tearin n Wilnel in the area of tuition. really thank God!
there is still once again so many thoughts going through my mind, but yet, there will come a time dat i can juz blog abt it given the stretch of time.
before i end, really want to appreciate the giants that there are in my life, and particularly impacted me so much tis week...
ping... thanks for listening to me. thanks for your love and hugs! they really meant so much.
you are juz so awesome. wonderful mighty woman. love ya.
kay... thanks for the words of encouragement and positive affirmation. the words you've spoken brought life. jia you for imf! you're incredible. keep on shining. very glad and happy with you around.
daniel... thanks for ur sms-es to encourage. keep on keeping on in the things that u r gg thru. you are empowered to conquer all. continue to be an even greater influence.
randolph... thanks for ur help with maths and the rides home. been fun with ya ard and really thanks for the affirmation on dearest and ur sharing. cont to be a blessing to ur tuition grp. stay strong!
speak positively, empowered to succeed...
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