Complaining/whining is a victim mentality. It reflects a loss of control.
saw this when i read kk's blog. totally convicted. i was totally downcasted when i lost my phone, nokia's phone to be exact, on the cab that i took to school. i was complaining before i kept totally silent. bad attitude. sth that is not quite me. probably it was a wrong time for it to be happening. a new court case mum has taken up against dad and the upcoming common test. but as i thought through my day, it shows my lack of faith and trust in God in my life. i kinda attitude-d my good friends - sorry if i offended any of you. and it has raised concerns since usually i was the most vocal in class, keeping absolute silence and reducing my response to nods and shakes was most *ehem*. and many came to me to raise their concerns. was feeling kinda unwell with a nose that was sneezing and itching away.
did a few 'funny' things. for once, i wanted to run on the track even b4 the teacher came. was examining the endlessly long train of ants that was crawling away on the walls outside the classroom. their last segment of their body is actually different from the rest of their body. and one of the ant was like a control centre. really. for a moment, i wished that i was an ant.
tmr will be a brand new day. and when i see my friends on thursday, i shall be renewed and filled with joy. Lord, teach me and help me to put you the first in my life.
but aside from this, now am getting into the momentum of studying and mugging for the next 10 days. rui, jia you!
p.s. hua yang shao nian shao nu is very nice. love ella loads. love the songs by geng hong loads too! =)
8:12 PM
navigating and marking milestones in my life as a budding linguist, sister, daughter, leader and friend
daughter of grace.
a woman must bury her heart so deeply in God such that the man has to go through God to find it
lil ms.
Grace, Yun Rui
CHC.W466.
NTU LMS Year 2
goals.
GPA 4 for this semester
learn guitar
creative curriculum
reads.
sister's keeper
wishes.
Mission trip
bibleglo
itouch
10 megapix Digital Camera
photo printer
skechers or any uber comfy shoes and platforms
hard disk drive
