i think it is really interesting how when we come to the end of ourselves to only realize that it is the start of something new. i thank God for second chances in my lives. and more often than not, it didn't stop at two, but went on to a three and a four.
and sometimes, God is just waiting for us to move on our part. He is there waiting, waiting to give us a chance to start afresh again, to give our calling yet another shot. i came to a decision that from thus forth, i will snap out off all my 'moods'. there is just so much to do that there is no time to be wasted. and above my own desire, i put His will. i want to see my craft business being established but before that, i want to see more of Him established in the lives of my members and friends. here i am, a vessel for you, a care-talyst...
and from all my thinking and thoughts, i reached at...
ðə ˈprɪnsɪs ˈkʌvənəntwʌn. lɪv ˈɛvri ˈmoʊmənt tʊ ðə fʊlɛst
tu. ˈfoʊkəs ɒn ðə naʊ
θri. lʌv ənd ɛnˈdʒɔɪ ˈpipəl
fɔr. ˈmæksəˌmaɪz ˌɒpərˈtunɪti
faɪv. ˈɔlweɪz wɔk ɪn feɪθ, ˌθæŋksˈgɪvɪŋ ənd rɪˈdʒɔɪsɪŋ
and these were what i have always believed in but somehow it got blurred by time. it is always good to bring into remembrance of the beginning if it helps to bring us forward. i am convicted by what dr john bevere shared last week - we need to be driven by eternity! and we are people of eternity! i will learn to live out every moment of my life maximized and not overthinking, focusing on things at hand. eternity without any shadow of doubt, it is a loooooong loooooong time...
embracing principles help us to live life guided. i'm glad that one of which is to always put people first. had a greta HTHT with wen and also bday celebration for vincent today after class. not a very big celebration for him but i guess the company did matter to him. and i started my first ballroom dancing class today! and daddy bought me really yummy chicken wings! i am blessed. to top it all off, i finished a bday card in an hour! (BIG improvement) and now, me-think-time is over, and more me-work-time. =p
work is one of the greatest enjoyment in life...
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