He reiterated today on the importance of faithfulness in the little things and also in having humility. It is so easy that as we do more and get more that we slip into a situation that prides sets in and we get bossy and all self-important. I'm challenged when Pst share with us how Pst Abraham Ku had such great humility and in that moment, he then got on course with what God have for his life. And till today, he is still a person of such great humility. And with no doubt, he is influencing the echleon of the media industry with his ministry!
From time to time, I get a bit irked when ppl starts to qn me, esp pple that are younger or those that I'm not very close to. Need to learn to be more open while setting the right boundaries in place. Being open to people to tell you what went wrong is part of humility.
another area that I continually am reminded of is to be thankful in all things, through all things. Learning to love my cg more by the day. Some of them are really just amazing. The more time I spend with them, the more I learn about them, the more I love them. They really make the best cgms that I can have. I would never want the cg to become a place of ministry to me but a place of love and friendships - people that I call my friends, sisters and brothers. I want to be faithful in delivering my promises to them and press into their lives. Special shout-out to alicia, crystal and david for being so willing to stand in the gap to do things and learn. Thank youi for rising up to the occasion today so that I could meet a need that my dad had and to honor him. It wld not have been possible if you guys did not took ownership. Thanks!
And I enjoyed my time with daddy. Really really glad that I can communicate with him more these days and that we're becoming more like friends than the fear that I used to have of him. Had fun cooking the noodles that the customers ordered. Been a loooong looong time since I last did that. Maybe the next time when my friends pop by and visit me when I'm working, I could cook for them. Hopefully I would have learnt how to roast sth by den! Maybe I shld really go and learn this december before going to korea. Anw, working alongside with daddy today was just GREAT! Whee! (But I probably still won't want to go down every weekend...)
A little prayer that I said...
God, You hear my prayer. Less dependence on someone, less independence but total dependence on You. I want to be loyal to you. I can't stand it to have a heart of mixture before You. I want to say that I have laid it all down at the foot of the cross, giving all of me in exchange for all of You. Help me to be able to dream those dreams that I once dreamt of. Renew my vision, renew my calling, show me my destiny in You. Help me to see the 50 by the end of this year. Let nothing stand bwt me and this dream that you've put in my heart - this promise that I hold till today. Grant me the courage to fight for the broken and wounded. Use me as a peacemaker to restore strained relationships bwt parents and children. I want to be a vessel that you can work through, giving my life in exchange to make the lives of the others around me a better one. Show me how to bring hope to those who don't see a future and help them to believe in the potential that they have. Use me to raise up the people of the next generation for you. In Jesus name I pray, amen.
Rui
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7:45 PM