The backdoor is now permanently shut. It is only onward and to keep on riding on the wings of prayer until we overcome the situations that comes in like the flood!
And I'm glad that I made the effort to honor my leaders and celebrate their special day with them. No more small fish in big pond mentality! Got really inspired too!
Didn't really get to study as I was thinking through some stuff. Many things I don't understand and still have a lot of 'whys' going on but I'm learning to surrender them. I don't have to know. The only thing I need to know is that I am in God's will and that He is in control.
Even as things unfolded throughout the day, I'm learning to see things from God's perspective - how He is bringing the work He started in me into completion and what happens when we learn to trust in Him. And now as I come to the end of the day, I have the peace of mind to rest and the serenity to accept things the way they are and how it has turned out. I know that there is a greater purpose behind all that have had happened and nothing will be in vain. Like what the bible says, to everything there is a season and to every season a purpose. Things can only get better as we get closer to the purpose. :)
Once again, I just wanna celebrate my friends that I've been blessed with. They are really such a treasure! I'm touched by how "daddy" actually teared while praying for me and a 太公that is continually showing his unwavering and "silent" support and caring for each of us in the ministry. And Cheryl for the ears that listen and the hugs that she gives. *touched* I would never exchange them for anything else or anyone else. And as I rough it out, I know that I will have this group of people that I can fall back on and also FOTS, both who never fails to remind me of the privileged position that I am in W466. Thanks guys for believing in me and keeping me in prayers!
Love,
Rui
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