Caught up with Wei tonight after meeting the helpers.
Been such a long time since I got to share my heart with someone else in such depth and details. Appreciate yang having been giving a listening ear. Yet, a girl still needs her girl buddies.
Saw how much I've grown over time and the work that God has been working in my life. I'm just thankful and grateful.
We talked a lot, a. lot. - past, present and future.
We laughed about the people whom we used to dislike but are now people closest to our hearts, of which we are really really blessed to have them in our lives, pple like bestie and brian.
Conclusion both Wei and I arrived at regarding relationships:
WE ARE BOTH STILL VERY VERY YOUNG & THERE IS NO HURRY FOR US TO GET ATTACHED.
And for the matter, I'm not even looking. I need focus in my life and streamlining needs to be done. I'm very very blessed and happy with the current group of pple that I have now that just hang and chill together. Nothing more that I could ask for.
And deep in our hearts, we know that we are called into full-time ministry. The definition of full-time has broadened over the years to be all-encompassing. To think I was posed the same question twice this week abt going on full-time after graduation. Pray, pray and PRAY!
Yet even more so is that I need to grow myself in the first space and engage the second space to be invited to the third space. And that is sth that I'm getting very burdened about - the campus. Are we still reaching out and being discipled to be sent out to be a blessing to the society and community that we are in right now? Or are we staying status quo?
nothing can express how privileged that i am to have been part of the vision that bestie laid. but even more so like what wei and i felt is really that someone needs to carry on the baton. are we ready?
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