I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
On the side of me
I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
On the side of me
'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it's cold outside
And there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
But you
I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth
'Cause you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
On the side of me
'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it's cold outside
And there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you...
Yeah you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
- On the side of me -
by Corrine May
this year's valentine has been the weirdest by far but yet one of the sweetest.
left the house at almost 1130pm, deciding that i needed the time and space to unwind, i went to catch valentine's day alone (my first movie alone, ever - mum wanted me to spend time with her but she ended up working most of the time and i went off after she slept). but still it was a rather unique experience to make comments about the show and tear over at the various parts with no one to share all of which with you. but something that i could live with i guess. so who says a person cannot catch Valentine's Day on Valentine's day?
liked the show and all the twists to it. encapsulated a lot of real-life instances within. and some of it were pretty touching. i liked the part about how one married to his best friend motivated the younger chap to do the same. and the part about them being on swings together and wine after illustrated the point about growing older together with shared memories. lovely. and the part that moved me to tears? captain mummy on 14 hour flight back home to love her little boy for a night. it kinda flashed across as how i would want to feel love from my parents and the kind of parent that i wanna be one day too.
the show really took my mind off things and made it a whole lot easier to prayer walk home from amk hub. and the part of walking, praying, praising and worshipping is really the sweetest part of my day. felt very lifted thereafter as i praised and pray. gave me greater clarity and release as i prayed. and reminds me that God loves me so much that He is there to see me through and protect me in every single situation, even the turmoils i feel rather often these days.
i somehow do feel myself growing up and a little older these , adding on to the fact that i'm actually turning twenty-one in another 4.5 months. it is the kind of paradox that i feel very much like a little girl and a grown-up at the same time, bearing all the responsibilities that i have taken up.
或许在这成长的阶段里人们都会变得沉默一些，多加与思考中。 对于自己的情感我必须再次勇敢地去面对。
Labels: milestones, movie review
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