my heart is feeling heavy once again. the impending decision to make. could amount to quite a lot. to shift, to stay or to transfer. it seems kinda settled as of now, sth which i don't really want see happening. but if it must, then it just gotta be. was reminded of sth that someone said on sat. i got really affected and in fact, a bit hurt. but it caused me to think about my life once again - the things i am doing and the way that i was behaving. there is really a whole lot more that i need to learn and grow into.
i guess with how i am feeling, i am particularly encouraged by pst kong's post. seems to speak right into my situation. i'm really really blessed and encouraged.
and as of why i'm still blogging with looming headlines, i like what i read while doing research. when asked to write or talk about emotional experiences, they evidenced improved physical health. so it explains it all. and like what a dear friend of mine was saying, out of physical, emotional and spiritual, emotional health can hit the other two hardest and fastest. so we really need to take care of and guard our hearts.
something randomn but makes me happy is that wanting is a cheesecake fan too! shall go all ard to eat cheesecakes after exams! whee~
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