been thinking today on how all of us appreciate the chance to explain ourselves, to clear the air of possible misunderstandings and to bridge the communication breakdowns. yet sometimes with so many pre-conceived notions and assumptions, we then begin to get fearful to thrash things out and leave things status quo. sometimes for the better, and others for the worst, which is usually the case. it is pretty much saddening for things to ever reach that stage for it eventually gets buried deep down and never mentioned again.
i am just contemplating that if one values and treasures the shared relationship, one would want to fight for the best to clear the air and explain all that has been said or done. and when i do give the people in my life this opportunity, how many of them would take that first step, that very intiative to work things out together. how many would truly value the friendship to such an extent.
yet at the end of the day, like what everyone says, that i just need to trust in God more. but deep down, i wish and i hope for people to come and clear the air with me rather than to leave things to speculation and guessing.
i'm giving myself some time (probably one week)to iron out what needs to be with God and myself. along which to make some decisions for this very season...
i wish that you would talk to me and make things clear in a bid to be fair...
