was just taking the train with xt down to jw when we started to have a chat. the conversation we had got me really really inspired and also encouraged. could really feel that she spoke out of her own faith and conviction in God. it was truly sth that she has been there and done that.
the entire topic of our conversation: consecration
what is consecration to each of us? and what do we really mean when we conscreate ourselves to God? it is true that over the years, many of us have found ourselves making sacrifices to what God has called and asked of us. and continually we found ourselves giving. though there are times we wonder if it is worth it all or do we still want to continue to give.
i was caught at certain figures that xt shared with me like her having taken on a seven year vow when she was 14 and how after when she turned 21, God asked if she was willing to give another 2 years of her life unto Him. this which she did.
and as she shared about her convictions, one thing that she said that struck me very strongly is the reality how God is the only one that is a constant. as He asked of us to give unto Him, He will bring forth returns not just in eternity but also here and now in our present life. and even in the area of relationships, we ourselves can't see into the future but God alone knows all things and He is always preparing the best for us, one that is ordained for our lives. but the pre-requisite is when we give the whole of our beings, with all areas being dedicated to Him so that we are in total obedience and accordance to His will.
as i walked, i prayed and asked the Holy Spirit to live my life in greater consecration to God. i want to be able to receive God's best for my life as i give unto Him my best, not allowing anything to short circuit my destiny. help me to guide my heart and my mind diligently, no longer wavering. i want to hear and obey, not giving room for temptations. i want to be like xt to not just have the faith but live out the faith and see how God can work through my life.
i want to trust God more and lean more unto Him. and above it all, to live my life in greater consecration with full assurance that God will never shortchange me and He alones knows best!
" For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him... "
2 Chronicles 16:9a
right person. right time. the right thing. period.
Labels: decisions, inspiration, thoughts
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