was just thinking about how a friend commented on always being easily misunderstood.
on one hand, how many times do we learn to clarify or explain to the very person we love and treasure? or do we just brush it off as "they should know me well enough than that". or even at times, do we feel that they won't understand anyway so why bother trying.
and if we are the party that might have misunderstood someone else, how many times have we tried listening to the person and finding out more before we jump into conclusions? those little 'judgements' of what the case might really have been?
as i am writing this, i was reminded of what pastor said over the weekend about true relationships and true discipleships have to be tested. and i'm thankful that i'm beginning to find those relationships in my life.
with all that has been happening, i was really thankful for MY in asking me out to just go for a meal together. (i kinda don't really like big crowds) and as we spent time, the sharing just followed. i'm glad that the sharing was not limited to about me but being part of her life is really a privilege. her sharing has helped me gain additional perspective to how everything is and insights into her life. i appreciate the listening ear and affirmation that she gave in the need to vocalise it out. people know but how much they know of the true extent is another story, esp if you don't tell them.
i really want to build deeper relationships and discipleships in my life. God, help me to manage my expectations and learn to be open once again. help me to learn to take initiatives once again although i really hate it. help me to be true to my emotions with my friends - i don't need to always carry a strong front. i do too get tired, discouraged and emotional. they are not negative but platforms for me to grow and become a better person. i just want to be who that God has created me to be and wants me to become...
and all in all, let's become a little less misunderstood by ppl that we love and care for and also be slower to jump into conclusions and form those 'judgements'...
nothing matters in this world without You...
Labels: friends, relationships, thoughts
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