mummy is finally BACK!!!
and i realized how serious the damages they did to their pockets were. lots of chocolates, mementos and their shopping loots. they sure did have their fair share of fun, although the bus and plane rides were pretty much more draining and strenuous. to think they went to netherlands, italy, switzerland, munich and the list goes on just make me go WOW! i'm even more convinced of my dream to spend one more backpacking europe in my lifetime visiting the museums and roaming the streets and admiring the sceneries. on a side note, i better work on my cycling skills. haha.
and a comment made by my mum on my apparent loss of weight became an engaged conversation between me and yiyi. seems like i am no longer the 'fat pig' around the house. to think that my wrist size is now even smaller than hers. God knows what on earth happened to me. i think it is a bit scary to think that my weight hit an all-time low since i was fourteen. to see the six change to a five is really getting a bit shocking for me. maybe i should really get down to toning them into muscles by working out more. i don't want to become skinny. i just want to be fit and healthy to do what He wants me to do for His glory. i find it a bit weird that i'm not actually happy that i lost weight. probably it is cause i never worked towards it ba.
anyhows, i am keeping my finger crossed for a holiday trip to australia after exams. hopefully it will materialize, meaning that i will fly before i become an official adult. *woo-hoo!* but on another note, it could really be a proper family getaway together allowing us to bond as a family. *wheeeeeeeeee!!!!*
and i am just getting even more thankful by the day. now i am officially off debts to anyone person except for mummy, the school and the bank. i am just amazed and blown away how over three months God brought me from a place of barely enough to a place of surplus with my "current liabilities" being paid off. He is indeed my Provider! looking forward to the upcoming A&B where we can exercise the principles of sowing and reaping once again and see how God is really one that believes in SUPER-ABUNDANCE!!! and i am getting hopeful that i will actually be able to clear most of my school fees upon graduation. don't really know how but i know He knows and He will show me in due time. *blessed*
Labels: family, thanksgiving
5:45 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENN!
just got back from his surprise birthday celebration. and now, he is the same age as me, before i bade my teenage years adieus in 6 months time. i think birthdays are really a wonderful time to appreciate people and to love them, considering the lengths that people would go to. i look forward to birthdays!
visited pc's place after work today and was really blessed. i am really WOW-ed when i heard that his mum is actually contemplating of going to SOT this year! talk about passion! i really salute mums for all that they do. imagine being a wife, a mother, a daughter, a cgl and a job to top it all. women are really the most amazing creations of God!
and as i heard and saw the parent-child relation, i was reminded of my own with daddy. we were so apart and i never felt the presence of my father until i was 16, on father's day. ever since then, things got better gradually. daddy is now more approachable and i can talk to him in a way that i never could. i'm glad and i really am. i look forward to the day that daddy can be my friend. and i'm seriously contempating of taking my hols to learn how to roast duck, char siew and roasted pork. it never hurts to acquire additional skills. =p
an ox is a castrated bull...
1:58 AM
It hurts big time to know that mama hurts but yet there is nothing that i can do to help her with it. and the insecurities she have, nothing i do can ever ally them. i am proud of my mama of all that she went through. she is really independent and demonstrates the true resilience of a woman after all these years. deep down, i appreciate her greatly for all that she has done. and now i desire, not just to share the who who has filled me, but also to provide for her comfortably in a few years' time...
mama, i love you...
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1:36 PM